Wow it is funny to read my last post not knowing what I know now. Yes..God will provide. And why not, he knows I love and trust him. Well here we are in Texas. Beautiful San Antonio Texas. How...well God answers prayers when you leave it in his hands. When Jake didn't get the raise he wanted at Linux, he put resumes out. We prayed and left it up to God. Knowing I can't work when this baby arrives, god gave Jake a 18,000 dollar raise with a new job in Texas. With Nicole moving to Holland, we knew it was where god wanted us....oh and the crappy weather in Utah made it easier. So far we are in love with San Antonio. It is wonderful and there is so much to do. Madelynn misses things as I do as well back in Utah. But we know this is where we need to be. Things will be a lot easier once we are out of this hotel and into our new home. Once we are more settled Maddie will forget the things she left behind and move on to her new life.
So far my pregnancy has been okay. We had a scare with my heart. I have some sinus tachycardia, but the cardiologist seems to think it is just from retaining so much fluids during pregnancy. They are doing all kinds of tests to rule out anything more serious. It has been scary, but things are looking better. Maddie talks to the baby everyday, she is more excited then anyone. This baby is going to be looking for big sister when it is born. She kisses my belly and tells the baby secrets. She wants a boys so bad. oh she even keeps Jake in line, making sure he waites on me day and night. She can be quite nasty when Jake says no or why can't you do it . Maddie yells "she's pregnant!" She is very nasty about the way she says it to him. It makes him so mad and it makes me laugh. Oh I love my tough little Maddie with a heart of gold. I am so happy that she is old enough to really be excited about this baby. I am so blessed by God. I can't stop praising his name. Thank you lord!!!!!